16 August 2009

Closed Down

Blogger seem to have problems recently,
have problem posting..
Decided to change to livejournal

http://celestial-ego.livejournal.com/
Please relink my friends, thanks! =D

11 August 2009

Collapsed...

High stress level today (11.08.09)
Cant stand it any longer..
Dropped tears in front of my colleagues after clinic session..
Tomorrow i shall be questioned by CM le...
Haix.. feel like giving up my job le :'(

28 July 2009

Blog-less
[edit on 02.08.09]

Wasnt been updating my blog recently,
cause i realised that i hv nothing to blog.
Last friday was a TIRING day!
Work double hard that day,
and after work, all of us headed to ECP for BBQ
Celebrate for nurses day!
First outing with them and is fun!
And one of our doctors is damn funny!
headed home on cab around 10.30pm, exhausted!
and our nurse foot the cab fare for us. Thanks!
Reached home, bathe and sleep!

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Last sat, went to Queensway with mummy.
bought one sport shoes for myself ($92 aft dis.)
*cut a slice of my heart away* my hard-earned $$.
after that, went to IKEA.
Simply love to walk around IKEA,
got to see all the different designs of,
bedrooms, kitchen, living room...
and i love one of the kitchen alot,
it has a large table in the center,
which i can use it for my baking... =D

Anyway, ate our dinner at there too.
Miss the old days at IKEA,
where we always go there to eat the chicken wings.
and it is still nice!
and bought 2 key chains from a deaf man,
which costs me $10. haha mummy scolded me dumb.
Anyway, i gave the key chains to my two nephews.
Headed home after that.





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Last sunday, went out to Bugis with dar.
caught 'Obsessed' at Iluma,
quite a nice show.
It says about a girl who was so obsessed about his boss.
and hv illusion... Girl problems???
Went shopping, bought a 2pieces swimming suite.
I like it, fav oclour.
but couldnt get a bikini cause no $$.
As usual, went to bai bai at the temple.
Had our dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.
Duno why i cant upload photos here,
think bloggers got problem ba.
Fully, nice and cheap!
Ordered a Mud Pie too, but not very nice..
Walked around awhile and headed home.










14 July 2009

Emo much??

I realised that I have not blog for quite long.
everyday is working and so tiring.

Life changed and people changed.
Everything is no longer the same.
And people always say that having a few good friends,
is better than having a lot of friends.
Is this true??
cause i feel that even though I have good friends,
is equal to no friends...

I am so tired, emotionally and physically.
Wanted to let go my relationship,
as i feel that i cant hold on anymore..
although somehow managed to amend,
I dun know how long i can go...
I'm losing faith

Happening in my workplace:
Clinic Manager (CM) asked me whether I want to stay for long term,
I made my decision and gave her the answer.
I hope my decision is right,
as this matters my career life.
And today Wanning told me, it is her last day of work.
So sad, she's leaving (although we dont work in the same clinic)..
I still hope she can find her ideal job fast.

30 June 2009

No One...

Today's during work, faced a little 'problem'
or shd i not say is problem, just dont know what is the word to use.

Stay back till 7 plus or 8pm,
no one helped me to check c/s,
so ended up this late.
While others have help from each other.
and during checking c/s,
some dont know how to settle,
and scare i disturb my colleagues,
so din approached them.
I feel so helpless...

In my clinic, I barely have people/friends to talk to.
If got, also cant talk, people there are so cunning...
Friends wise... not 24/7,
some got bf/friends/family/work to occupy with,
suddenly i feel so lonely...
dont dare to tell mummy, afraid she'll worry...
tell him...?? haix... he's also not 24/7
people might think that me and him relationship is good.
Really??? im doubting...
i really feel... :'(

So I must be strong! learning to be strong.

Happy 21st Birthday to SengHong!

Meet up with my friends on Sunday night.
SengHong celebrated his 21st with us.
Total of 14 or 15 of us at Aston, aft keep changing venue.

Was tired, so a little sian or stoned (Pardon me)
Anyway, hope SengHong enjoyed his day
and he can faster fulfil his wish (marry huiling)
but he must earn more $$ to buy 1 carat diamond. Haha

Went off early as he picked me up.
My friend asked me to ask him to join,
but i think he wont like, so nvm...
Anyway, great gathering with them!

-photos somehow cant be upload here-

27 June 2009

Me and Mummy Day

Went out with my mum today,
to alot of places from morning to evening.

Lot 1 Long John Silver for breakfast,
Bank for Giro forms,
[i bought a flip-flop and bra for myself =x]
bukit panjang plaza (harvey norman),
Bukit Timah Courts,
and mum managed to buy a fridge.
Alexandra Rd Ikea,
and managed to buy our stuff.
I always want to buy a study table,
and in the end, i bought a shelf,
which will drill to the wall,
and i can use it as a table, more convenient.
Took cab back home.

Went to cut my fringe,
which does not turn out right...
hope my fringe faster grow back. Haha
Nice day with mummy!

Side parting...

No parting...


Caught Transformer on Friday night aft my work.
Dar booked online as the movie was solding out fast!
A nice and funny show!
And part 2 is nicer than part 1!
I strongly recommend everyone to catch it.
If ask me to watch again, I will! =D