*Cognitive module*
morning din meet elaine they all coz they will be late so i go sch myself.. cl dun feel like comin sch coz shi not comin but i ask him to cum coz my memory card still wif him.. hehex.. reach klaz quite early (820).. din change grp but yong chuen din cum sch todae..

todae prob abit tough to me as i dun quite get the qn asked..

first breakout go makan wif elaine they all.. drag cl dwn too.. wahaha.. second meeting, kholiq came but din tok to him... b4 third meeting start, called weishi send mi crazy taxi.. hehex.. quite fun de..

at the end of third meeting, decided to tok to kholiq.. ask him go outside tok.. elaine cum find mi too but waited mi at the lift... tok to kholiq abt my choice.. tink i hurt him again.. i apologised at the start... i reali reali reali hope dat it will not affect our friendship and wish dat we can be like last time... aft awhile i went hm, kholiq went back klaz.. his fever haven recover yet.. din c doc din eat med.. so bad boi lo...

i went to find elaine, cried out le.. tried not to but still cry out le.. duno why but feel quite sad... ytd elaine cry todae i cry... haix.. i told her everything dat i and kholiq sae.. so embarrassing lo.. waiting fanny at agora din meet the guys...

walk half wae rain fall... abit drenched but its okie... cross over and take bus to interchange.. we went separate wae aft dat.. reached hm bathe and do rj.. manage to submit b4 goin to work.. hehex..

todae clinic quite alot of patients but to the end no patient le... meet dardar dere.. ask him to go up hse sit and tok.. tok to him abt my choice and feeling.. he dun seem to be veri happi lei.. den he questioned mi too.. he will kind of "bu fang xin wo".. i told him dere wont be second time le... i let him dwn and hurt him too... sorri.. dardar sick too kena sore throat, flu and cough.. his cough damn bad lo.. can hear when he coughing.. poor thing... take care k...

juz nw chit chatting wif mummy abt bf.. she warned mi dun play play too.. haha.. my mum so concern for him.. humph.. i jealous lehx.. =p dat's all for todae.. tata~

*Maths module*
morning as usual meet elaine they all but todae special.. got shi and cl.. wahaha finally they not late.. got cog ut todae.. din manage to complete one qn due to lack of time.. todae prob is abt simultaneous eqn again which same as last wk, unsure of what im suppose to do.. first break out go for breakfast.. elaine burst out.. sob sob.. Xin deng ta.. her klaz so evil de.. she too stress and no one wan to help her when she duno.. so poor thing.. she sae is pms but i dun tink so lo.. haix.. but in the second break out, she's beta le coz one of her team mate helped her.. todae dardar and kholiq chat wif mi.. hehex.. quite happi de.. both of them fall sick.. most probably im the cause lo.. haix.. so sad.. nearly cried out.. i hv my ans le and tml will tell them.. the one dat i din choose, i reali reali hope we can still be fren like last time k... the third meeting veri long lo.. faci keep drag the time.. ask alot of qns... elaine went back hm first coz she sae she tired.. hope is true and rest well too.. aft sch meet fanny, poh hong, darius, louis, ivan, faz and WL!!! finally saw wl todae lo.. haha.. the guys so slow.. delayed my time too.. =p walk to interchange tgt and separate when we go take bus.. rush hm bathe and rush to work..

todae work wif jianyi and tml, thurs oso.. take the 2nd dose of hep. B juz nw.. so pain.. almost scream out lo.. more pain den the first time.. sob sob.. mummy pay for mi for tis and last dose.. hehex~ chit chat wif jianyi in the clinic as little patient at first.. from 830 onwards den got crowd.. sporeans are lidat.. alwaes like to last min den cum de.. in the end work till 920.. go hm do rj.. mummy bought hokkien mee for mi to eat.. share share de.. nw drink tea for digestion.. update further.. Tata~

1130 woke up.. but stay at rm till 12 lidat den go wash face.. mum and sis they all went to PS to return back scv (mum wan to get free gift).. one wk ltr will get back.. tis wk no scv to watch le.. nvm coz i goin to work more tis wk.. todae online alot of time coz nth to do.. and prevent i anihow tink.. chat wif cl.. cried again!!! :'( i miz dardar alot!!! ytd nite spoke to elaine abt tis too.. everyone ask mi to tink properly.. currently still unsure of... haix.. i wanna msg dardar but i dun dare.. kinda ashame to face him le.. :'( morning onli ate biscuit and pudding.. no appetite.. juz nw dinner got eat rice le coz sis bring back one... haix.. juz nw afternoon on fone wif budz.. pei him oso suan bian occupy my time... haix.. all my mind is dardar!!! i noe i shd get my ans soon le ba... update soon~

JUZ NW MSG DARDAR, TOLD HIM I NID TIME TO TINK OVER... SO SORRY.. REALI!!! I DUN MEANT TO BREAK UR HEART AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! I STILL LOVE U BUT MY HEART AND MIND JUZ DUN FUNCTION TGT!!! REALI SORRI!!! I PROMISE WHEN IM READY WILL GIF U A REPLY!!! OR PERHAPS U WONT EVEN BELIEVE MI ANIMORE... :'( SORRI!!!!!!!

1040 woke up... nephew got scolded til veri jialat.. who tell him to spill milo onto the floor.. bad boi.. ate so called breakfast.. watch tv jux nw.. ard 1+ online.. chat wif dardar, shi, cl and... kholiq.. :'( gonna apologise to both of them SORRY!!! i hurt both of them!!! told kholiq everything but i making everything worse nw!!! it was all my fault!! im the cause of everything.. i shdnt appear in tis world!!! :'( everyone treat mi gud... yet i becum like tis.. why!!! i promise yet breaking up everything!!! i hate myself for being like tis!! i not used to be like tis!!! wad happening!!!!! i let so mani ppl worri for mi... elaine, shi, cl, buddy, dardar and even kholiq... so sorri!!! i nid time to tink over thoroughly... for time being, i may appear moody but juz let mi be k... i let u all dwn!!! esp dardar!!! :'(

*Science module*
morning din get to meet elaine.. her bf drove her to sch.. so swt lo.. envy~ met darius onli coz fanny and louis late.. haha first time go sch wif darius onli.. =p todae team wif kholiq, amir and moh.. faci dun let mi go back Weishi team.. haix~ first break out went to eat breakfast wif elaine and fanny.. met karmun in canteen.. she sit wif us awhile.. saw PP too but he sit wif his fren.. karmun threw chilli packet at PP.. hahax.. den PP throw back lol.. aft dat karmun go off first.. darius came find us.. waved at him he cant see one.. haha den bo bian call him instead.. haha.. during the 3 meetings, din communicate wif team mates alot.. coz nth to tok.. second break out went for talk wif elaine, fanny & kholiq.. he keep disturb mi lo.. haha.. did not pay much attention on the talk becoz doin slides.. third meeting present.. faci ask quite a couple of qns.. elaine they all fin first..waited for mi.. wait darius at agora den go find bf.. he wait for mi for ard 30 to 45 mins.. haha psps.. walk behind elaine they all but they duno.. haha bf send mi hm.. go work alone forget to bring ez card.. in the end bought standard card..

reach hm.. told dardar eveything.. afternoon told elaine liao.. feel so guilty lo.. dar dar treat mi so gud yet i... however i made my decision.. haix.. tokin wif budz juz nw.. he went to drink.. shd hv xin shi but he insist not to tell. nw update din goin to slp soon.. juz fall aslp.. hehex update tml.. tata..Nitex =)

Culture module
morning as usual meet elaine they all.. change team but manage to team wif jialu.. prob statement sux.. abt music somemore is javanese type.. eee~ first breakout meet them as usual.. the meat so hard.. stomachache twice.. todae in lesson quite quiet.. sure got C tis time.. faci keep tackled mi lo.. humph! mood dwn juz nw but nw okie le.. back to the happi mi ^-^ walk back hm frm lot 1 juz nw.. coz dinner eat too full le.. i ate black pepper chicken noodles.. nice but spicy.. hehex~ juz submit rj but haven bathe.. nw watchin tv.. hehex.. 10pm den go bathe.. dat's all for todae.. Tata!!

Firstly.. let mi shout.. YEAH!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY GOT MY CONNECTION PROB SOLVED!!!! so damn happi lo.. stupid singnet go change my network key.. called the modem technician okie liao due to the change of network key.. haha.. nw can see mi online at nitez le.. =D aniwae tok abt todae.. aft sch walk to interchange wif elaine, fanny and kholiq.. quite fun.. hehex meet dardar at my hse dere.. stay till 610 he went hm to eat his hm swt hm dinner le.. haha todae shi and cl din cum sch.. din tell mi lo.. so bad.. couple forget mi le.. haix.. nvm.. they two honeymoon ma.. wahaha~ update tml.. tata..

*Wednesday*
Enterprise module todae.. abt poa!!! sianz lo.. first break out went to find karmun and celebrate her bdae.. bought cake for her too.. HAPPI BDAE KARMUN!!! cake yummy too but eat wif hand coz no fork.. haha.. go back klaz eat abit biscuits den din eat le.. abit hungry nw.. second break out went for talk wif Weishi, linda, jialu, kholiq, issac, yong chuen, charlene, shirley... din listen to the talk but doin wksht.. quite tough de.. aft talk continue do wksht.. manage to complete and understand.. yea!! nw having presentation on wksht.. my team present qn 4.. hehex.. ltr gonna meet dardar.. =) signing off------


*Tuesday*
Early in the morning went to work.. so tiring.. not much patients too.. keep waiting for time to pass.. aft work meet dardar.. =) went IKEA and eat lunch.. $7.80 jap crusine.. so exp.. den go over IKEA walk walk.. sae my further hse wan to put wad stuff inside.. hehex saw a artpiece veri nice.. got discount somemore.. frm $299 to $99.. =p aft IKEA went over to queensway walk walk too.. wanna look for belt and 3/4 pants for dardar.. din found belt but found one nice pants for dardar.. ask him try but he dun wan.. humph! den take 196 to east coast.. =) on the wae chit chat till dardar jealous i tink.. coz i tok abt my kor.. =( sorri.. reach east coast.. go walk walk den sit dwn chit chat.. quite romantic though is not at nitez.. =p got take foto too.. nice view.. QN: WHY COCONUT TREES BEND TOWARD THE SEA???

my hair so messy.. stupid wind.. =p

After east coast, we go kallang dere to see scenary too.. went to the bridge.. got a lot of doggy.. haha.. took foto too.. but my stupid new fone veri lag.. so dark one.. white balance not bright enuff de.. dardar's fone beta got flashlight.. hehex

Nw at mac using their internet to submit my rj.. juz fin work too.. tired~ todae clinic so little patient.. veri slack.. but nvm.. chit chat wif colleague.. =p tml morning still nid to go work.. so sianz.. but goin out wif dardar.. hehex.. my love coming back le.. =) gonna go hm soon.. Tata!!

*Monday*
bring my new fone to sch.. hehex.. elaine sae camera clear but i dun tink so.. quite blur de although is 2 megapixel.. as usual morning meet elaine they all.. first breakout went for breakfast.. elaine ate so little again.. nxt time muz follow her.. =p bought horlick ice.. tis time is swt le.. hehex todae prob is abt parables which we nid to cum out our interpretations and counter arguments.. "Chinese room" so hard haven complete dat yet.. nw got time den blog lo.. haven get my network done.. shd be getting it done by wed or thurs coz todae and tml got to work.. sob sob.. at sch den can blog.. =(


*Sunday*
got morning shift ytd.. tiring lo.. keyed in wrg med kena scolded by doc :'( got alot of patient den veri 'ran'.. aft work went hm.. watch one of my fav. tv drama at scv.. by sweety and 183 club de.. so nice and swt lo.. hehex.. at evening time went to bukit panjang wif mum they all.. went to ask m1 abt my fone call duration.. bought a lot of stuff at ntuc.. hehex.. plus my fav. ice cream too.. Cookies and Cream!!! yummy~ den went hm aft dat.. sis helped mi and mum to polish nails.. hehex.. but todae wake up right hand one damaged le.. sob.. ytd slp quite early.. 1130 slp le.. :)


*Saturday*
wake up at 11am.. goin out wif dardar to orchard to check out my new fone.. went to TAKA and search by cant find.. den went to Suntec and check.. the m1 shop ppl dun attend us one lo.. tink we wont buy.. humph!! aft dat we chose the no. 92275013.. m1 or starhub contact mi wif tis no. singtel users contact my old singtel no. thkz.. hehez =) den we go Shopping!! bought quite a lot of stuff.. i bought a boxer for dardar.. Levi lehx.. $18.90.. aft i bought my new fone.. bought a hp pouch to put my new fone.. bought one for his mum too coz his mum likes piggy too.. hehex.. she likes lehx.. hehex.. den go carrerfour walk walk too..aft shopping at Suntec, we go over to Marina square to shop.. saw couple shirt so ask dardar to buy.. hehex YEAH!! Got Couple Shirt le!!! gonna wear on my bdae.. hehex.. went to Wallet shop and target a wallet.. Pierre Cardin de lehx!!! saw a Girodano shirt.. can counted as sweater too.. gonna get it on my bdae too.. cheaper.. =p den we go Esplanade walk walk.. den took foto at the rooftop.. hehex.. den listen to the Jazz played by downstair de.. so smooth and nice~ den take 75 bus to bukit panjang.. fall aslp on dardar shoulder.. hehex.. so confortable.. den change 67 bus to my hse.. dardar pei mi to hse doorstep den go off to his aunty hse le.. hehex.. wonderful dae wif dardar..
slp well tis nite =)

Todae is maths module, changed new team... prob statement easy but wksht complicated.. abit blur when doin.. faci gif us extra exercise to practice but manage to understand =) as usual during 1st break out went for breakfast wif elaine they all.. ate jap crusine.. yummy =) eat hot drink cold milk tea, kinda stomachache le.. den during 2nd break out went for SAS talk wif yong chuen, fanny and her frenz.. abt pharmacist.. so nice lo.. i wanna transfer to the course nxt yr.. they gonna set up workshop lehx.. anione wan acc mi go?? hehex.. nw still having break.. nth much to do nw..

Ytd same cant online.. connection got prob.. haven got it solve coz ytd wanna call but hse fone no batt.. cant call =p tis few nite wont online.. everyone dun miz mi ah.. hehex den watch tv "da fa shi jian", chit chat wif mum abt bf thingy.. haha.. my mum wan bf to grow taller.. lolx.. ard 12 den slp.. todae wake up abit tired.. signing off --- ( ^ - ^ )

Todae hving sci module.. so sianz.. initially team wif Weishi they all but kena changed to kholiq team.. sianz lo.. i sacrifice lehz =p our slides so 'surface' onli lo.. other teams slides so chim.. haix.. ltr duno goin for talk or meet budz lei.. budz haven cfm wif mi yet.. i oso duno shd go which one.. ?? ytd din blog coz of stupid hse connection.. ytd nite busy calling singnet to check my connection.. check here and dere in the end din solve it.. tonite gonna call the modem technician liao.. hope can faster solve it!!! if not i cant online liao.. sob sob.. ask didi (cl) to help mi submit rj.. thkz!! let dar dar worri for mi coz my mood turned down ytd nite.. whole nite busying doing the stupid connection.. nw super sianz.. din listen to presentation.. mood dwn too.. ARGH!!! update for ani further information..

Enterprise todae.. nw still in klaz.. lesson ended but waiting for elaine.. hehex.. late 5min for ut but manage to fin it on time.. quite easily coped.. hope can get B.. =p first breakout help faci go buy tibits for klaz and curry puffs and coffee for him.. haha.. ltr slowly becum faci's ah soh.. wahaha.. den went back klaz, pass tibits to klaz mates den go meet elaine they all for breakfast.. second meeting our team presented wksht.. haha breakout din meet elaine they all coz nid to do ppt.. third meeting kena by faci AGAIN to sing lo.. everytime bully by him.. faci so bad.. hehex.. sae i owe him 3 songs.. OMG lo.. tired.. see 6p till wanna fall aslp.. =p todae actually got meet budz de but he not free.. he owe mi Suki Sushi.. hehex ltr shd be goin hm rest ba.. dun tink todae goin to jog le.. lazy and tired.. =p a short blog todae.. signing off-----

ytd din manage to blog coz of internet dwn at hm.. stupid lappy so lag.. since mon is lidat le.. haix.. muz get it fix ASAP!!! ytd is culture module and lesson was quite fun and interesting.. everyone engaged into discussions.. and veri suay kena ask by faci to tok abt my part-time job.. but nvm kholiq kena too.. wahaha.. Andrew and Shirley sae i got nurse look lo.. got mehx?? haha.. den faci sae i can anitime take MC.. if can gud lo.. hehex.. aft sch din go back wif elaine, louis and darius.. elaine's bf cum fetch her.. so swt~ louis go out wif his klaz mates but seem unwilling to go.. haha.. darius wanna be alone.. todae ask him whether he's alrite ma he sae nth happen.. hope it's true.. so went off wif fanny and kholiq.. hehex.. first time go hm wif fanny & kholiq onli.. kinda weird.. muz entertain both of them.. =p aft reach wdlands we go separate ways.. rushing to work aft dat.. do rj in clinic.. todae quite alot of patients.. accidently count wrg $$.. Phew~ took foto at clinic too.. hehex Dardar cum fetch mi frm work.. =) den stay till ard 11+ den go hm.. den i go look thru enterprise notes for todae ut.. too tired den fall aslp.. din study much.. =p
taken in clinic.. cant capture my bunned hair

night falls.. new entry updated.. elaine gonna hv blog too.. yeah!! todae lesson quite fun but abit slacky too.. haha.. we hv klaz discussions.. FUN!! aft sch acc elaine and kholiq to the SIT poster interviews.. kholiq keep di siao mi lo.. haha.. he pose a funni posture.. haha.. both of them din get in i tink.. so sad.. the judges' eyes got stamped lehx!! =p hehex

aft dat, kholiq went for his IG and elaine and mi go wdlands pasa malam buy bags.. hehex.. elaine so gud at bargaining lo.. Bargain queen!! hehex got new bag le.. yeah~ aft dat we went hm le.. quite a fun dae thru out the morning and afternoon..

at hm, lappy got prob connecting again.. sianz lo.. c tml how liao.. elaine got online todae!! haha.. cox her bf got online.. wahaha~ chat wif darius, kholiq and dardar.. on fone wif my budz!! maybe meeting him.. =p todae din reali tink alot of sad thing but dardar tink alot le.. haix.. i made him worri and sad again le..

Tis is my first blog.. gonna update more tis few daes.. tis few veri moody.. can easily fall tears.. my tear glands muz be spoilt! haix.. dun wan to find ppl to tok to.. so 'bo bian' start a blog.. those who read le cannot tell out worx!! alot alot alot of things keep inside my heart.. which one shd i sae?? currently one ba.. dat is everyone oso noe included my bf.. i lost feeling for him le.. why?? haix.. i hurt him alot.. sob sob :( how i wish i can love him back like i used to be.. :( ytd i told him dat got ppl likes mi.. he treat mi cold.. den i cried.. tis morning he apologised to mi.. i oso apologised to him becoz im the cause!! can someone tell mi wad to do?? i feel lost and helpless.. sob sob.. nw in sch having break time.. nth much to do.. start to anihow tink le.. haix..

thkz u budz for being wif mi when im dwn, happi, everything.. forever my budz!!!