CHANGE

reflection from elaine's blog entry and some of mine

people are changing,
regardless of,
behaviour, characteristic, attitude, appearance etc.

However, all these make a person unique
different from one another, isn't it

Every each of us has its own characteristic, appearance etc
these make each of us different from one another,
and somehow unique
if we changed ourselves just for the sake of others,
we are changing from what we used to be

people might think that,
"you are so irritating", "you are so fat", "can't you stop talking" etc
these phrases sound so hurting and bad
but all this make each of us unique and different
if changed, everyone would the same, isn't it??
if the person is your true friend/partner,
he/she will not mind our 'badness'

There is one phrase,
"leopard can't change its spots"
This is definitely correct
Although changing for better might be good for others
but will it be good for ourselves??
Reflect...

True Friends

wondering what true friends are for??
a) be there for you whenever you are down
b) always stand by you no matter what
c) share secrets together
d) gossip or chit-chat almost everything
e) give in to each other
f) won't mind you treat her/him good or bad
etc...

All these sound like a boyfriend
but not everyone can behaves like this
precisely, not even boyfriend or true friend

true friend/boyfriend/girlfriend doesn't alway stay together
obstacles down the road, pull apart the relationship/friendship

I realized that I do have this kind of friends
and also the opposite of this kind of friends
regardless which kind you are,
I won't mind, as I'm always the one that used to give in
friends who know me well, will know what I'm saying

Changing to a 'new' me
regardless of a better friend or girlfriend
is it worth it or not?? I don't know...
shall get the answer when it is time

BAKING

Bought baking ingredients,
spent me almost $30!!!
Friday night prepare the dough,
put into fridge
Saturday baked it
spent half a day (5-6 hrs)
baked for myself, friends, his family, clinic colleagues, sisters
his aunt say put in fridge,
outcome will be better,
but don't seem so
anyway still taste nice
the kitchen is so hot,
like in a sauna *faint*
but effort is worth it, i think...
















































mummy cooked dinner
nice and delicious
night time exercise
cause eat quite a lot
night rest and next morning (Sun) got work
tired, brought the cookies for colleagues
LH and Dr. Tong commented nice
lunch ate cup noodles
not baking brownies liao
need rest, but going to do exercise later

Since yesterday, did not receive his call
he went to field camp
no phone allow
miss him??? of course
hope he is doing well
with no injury or illness
5 more days to go...

SHOPPING

Yesterday (sat) he booked out,
went to his house to find him
waited for him to bathe and went out to Bugis
He drove there, a lot of vehicles, traffic jam
Diarrhoea, went to look and queue for toilet
Thursday at Tiong Bahru, saw 2 tops at Little Match Girl shop
but din tried due to time limit
Yesterday tried it out at Bugis outlet




















1st: tube-liked, looked pregnant (out)























2nd: green, not bad but colour hard to match with bottom (out)























3rd: same as 2nd, colour easier to match (buy)












































went to Bugis street and helped his mum buy bag
same as my brown sling-bag @ $18
bought 2 tee-shirts @ $20
after that went back to his house for dinner
rest awhile and he drove mi back home









































































Love you, Muacks!!!



keep delayed the time he wants to go home
cause next week he can't book out due to field camp
and want to spend more time with him
finally he went off at 10pm
I bathe and chat awhile with him in msn
rest at night

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Today (sun) worked in the morning (Tiong)
computer, printer, internet connections all got problems
do things slow
Dr. Tong rushing, asked LH to key in medicine
which means I'm slow... =(
next sun working alone ba
hope can manage...
lunch ate biscuits and tofu, super full
drop tears, got to wait for 2 weeks again
somemore, got 5 or 6 days he won't be calling me
due to field camp, no phone allow
haix...
That's all for now
Tata~

WORK

commented by him,
why work until so hard?
one week works approx. 5 days
everyday after need to rush to work
2 main purposes:
- earn money
- live my life easier

trying to earn money to buy a new laptop myself
without using ANYONE's cash
after that, saving up money for driving lessons next year
same, i don't wish to use anyone's cash

work more days to live my life easier
in the sense that, won't think about him so much
alone at home really makes me think a lot and much
time passed slow without him by my side
used to argue or mood swing with him (last time)
now, control my mood, limited time with him every time
treasuring my time with him every minutes and seconds
2 years down to road is tough
but i believe i can do (will power)

Improving myself (external and internal)
to be a "perfect" girlfriend
[although there is nothing as a perfect girlfriend]
I'm want to be proud of
and do him proud too (^-^)

Ytd (thurs) got lab lesson
did fun experiment
the products look alike cup cakes

























My team experiment






















Different team experiments





















another one. haha


nite work and rest at nite

Budz came back frm Cambodia,
bought me a polo shirt and key chains
thkz alot and ps dat i din bought any for u frm genting...

UT started on last tue
tis coming wk got 3 UTs
hope i can do well...

Fri, dardar booked out le
met for dinner at Causeway
ate super full
wanna watch midnight show but both of us tired
so watch 9.50pm, Mr. Woodcock
nice and funni show thru out
aft show 11plus, went back hm for rest
mummy went to Malaysia till sun
so ask him come over to acc' mi for fri nite

Sat morning work
go for breakfast tgt
tired, sick...
afternoon meet to go Marina Square
shop for cap for him
but din target any
wanna buy Donuts but long queue so din buy
b4 went hm, went to Clementi for buy his fish stuff
den go to his hse le
ate dinner, heavy flu
his mum and him, both wan mi to rest early
he send mi hm and i rest ard 10pm
slight fever, heavy flu and abit sore throat

Today (sun) morning got work de
but dun feelin well so din go for work
feel so sorry to Lihoon... =/
woke up ard 10am
and bought breakfast cum' lunch to eat
health beta le
dar came visit mi awhile in the afternoon
nearly drop tears but din..
change hamster cage and slack at hm all dae

tml got UT, goin to go study le
dat all for nw
Tata~

Ytd (sat) went to pick dar up from pasir ris (book out)
alot of army boi, abit shy to stand dere wait...
went to take cab and wait veri long
his bunk fren oso noe my name, haha
im famous lehx. =P
near evening time, went to his cousin buffet
ate alot!! and took fotos wif his cousin too
(update fotos if i get it)
celebrate his cousin's daughter bdae
and the cake is nice de lo
got 2 princess crowns on top of the cake de
so swt and cute
at nite alot of 'xiao qiang' (cockroaches) crawled out
so scary...
we girls legs are off the floor =x
went hm ard 9+
took a nap in the car on his shoulder
hehex broad shoulder he got nw
nite rest...


Today (Sun) went out wif him to Orchard
rain heavily and got drenched abit
shopping and shopping
ate Han's for lunch (shared)
helped sis to buy a belt
mi decided veri long for a bag
made dar quite frustrated... =(
decide and bought (gift frm him)
wanna helped mum buy bag too but in the end she dun wan liao
took bus hm and rest of course
took fotos wif him too
din send him to pasir ris todae
he shd be eating wif his fren de
but in the end he eating alone
cox his fren LATE!!!
so bad!!!
wait for his call ltr
Tata~

































blur image but nice =P



















this is better =)

Jaz and YueRong Birthday!!!


celebrated jasmine and yuerong bdae
gif them a surprise cake
last last wk...
forget to update, psps

Wondering

why there is children day, youth day and NO ADULT DAY??
gov is so unfair to we adults =P (adult teenager for us.. hehex)
imagine dat there is an adult day and parents and us no nid to go for work/sch
and those pity children (pri and sec) still nid to go for lessons.
WAHAHA. tis could be fun!!!
but i tink the parents will be doing nth at hm ba. =x

had a bad dream last nite
was abt mi and him
details unable to reveal...
hope it will not turn out to be real... =(
wad is dat dream trying to tell mi???

juz done my PP draft (w/o the conclusion)
duno can submit to advisior anot...

Miz him lots
juz nw receive call frm him
and drop a few tears...
i juz cant control my tap water...
wanna see him soon!!
Update further ba.

Friday went to his hse wait for him to cum back
tink ard 6+ or 7pm den he reached hm, so long...
more tanned and fatter le. haha
eat dinner and he went for bathe
finished doin rj and submit
play CS at his hse too
passed him the gift i made for him
ard 9.30pm he drove mi hm
Miz him and finally get to see him le =)
he read and touched of the gift.








































Saturday went out wif him in the noon
went to Cineplex to watch movie
at first wanna watch 'The Nanny's Diaries'
but in the end chose 'I Now Pronounce You Chucky and Larry'
we tot is the chucky doll show (horror)
but turn out to be a comedy gay show
haha a funny show, 2hr duration, worth it
aft dat went to PS and hv grocery shop at Carrerfour
went to guardian to buy thing too
window shopping at Heeren den go back le
b4 dat went to bukit panjang de pasam malam to buy toes socks
took bus hm den
mummy cooked Ba Ku Tae, vege and eggs
eat till super full and nice too
rest at rm and dropped tears...
juz miz him and happi to see him...
took foto wif him
his dad came to pick him up ard 9+
bathe and rest...


































botak dardar =P




















'fit' dardar =x



Sunday meet him late morning to go beach rd buy his army stuff
slpy and tired...
alot of army boi went dere to buy things too
aft buying his stuff, went to eat light lunch
and bought food back for his family too
went back his hse and interview his dad aft awhile
din reali get much info but hope i can finish my PP
aft dat he bathe and help him fold his army uniform de sleeves
he packed his things into the big bag and is heavy de lo

























aft dat ate dinner and prepared to go Pasir Ris le
took a full foto of him wearing uniform

































dropped him dwn at Taxi stand and go off le
alot of army boi dere...
his dad drove mi hm aft dat
nite do abit PP and rest le
tis wk, sat den can book out... =(
Gonna miz him liao...