REOPEN to my angels and budz onli!! (dun link/tell anione)

feel so down tis few wks, those who noe de noe le, those who duno, i hv feeling dat mi and bf dun last le... *tears drop* feel so terrible.. and u all will ask Why?? i duno too. Quarrelled more wif bf nwadae, almost anithing i can start the arguement. Haix~ wad wrg wif mi?!?!?!

NS will be a barrier to mi and bf, will i wait for him for 2 years??? i duno... perhaps i dun love him enuff? or i hate to be left ALONE outside? most probably ba. Why guys muz hv NS? why a ger abandon his bf during NS period is considered she dun love him enuff? Haix~ why cant guy understand ger feeling lehx??? Ger being left alone outside oso veri pity de!!! haix~

Sprained my left leg ytd nite when crossing the road to my hse, the time was SO PAIN and could almost burst out to tears but mi 'ai mian zi' so bear wif the pain and walk up my hse. Reach hse outside cry out le. First time sprain leg super pain, hope he wad dere for mi... haix~ todae went to see doc wif budz' accompany. Thkz alot!! 1st stage is 'zhen jiu' where the doc put needles into my ankle, 2nd stage is the doc massaged my ankle hardly, 3rd stage is he pull my leg super hard and last stage where he put the med paste onto my ankle and bandage up. The whole process was like hell man!!! dropped tears and oso sweat too. How i wish he was dere for mi... *tears dropped again*

Well... i hv learnt my lesson is to be independent, who noes wad will happen to mi and him?? Being independent is gud?? Perhaps ba, den i wont be bothering/harassing him liao. Promise no secrets between mi and him but tis feeling shd be keep in my heart ba. If he came to noe, perhaps we're over le ba... haix~