No One...

Today's during work, faced a little 'problem'
or shd i not say is problem, just dont know what is the word to use.

Stay back till 7 plus or 8pm,
no one helped me to check c/s,
so ended up this late.
While others have help from each other.
and during checking c/s,
some dont know how to settle,
and scare i disturb my colleagues,
so din approached them.
I feel so helpless...

In my clinic, I barely have people/friends to talk to.
If got, also cant talk, people there are so cunning...
Friends wise... not 24/7,
some got bf/friends/family/work to occupy with,
suddenly i feel so lonely...
dont dare to tell mummy, afraid she'll worry...
tell him...?? haix... he's also not 24/7
people might think that me and him relationship is good.
Really??? im doubting...
i really feel... :'(

So I must be strong! learning to be strong.