CHANGE
reflection from elaine's blog entry and some of mine
people are changing,
regardless of,
behaviour, characteristic, attitude, appearance etc.
However, all these make a person unique
different from one another, isn't it
Every each of us has its own characteristic, appearance etc
these make each of us different from one another,
and somehow unique
if we changed ourselves just for the sake of others,
we are changing from what we used to be
people might think that,
"you are so irritating", "you are so fat", "can't you stop talking" etc
these phrases sound so hurting and bad
but all this make each of us unique and different
if changed, everyone would the same, isn't it??
if the person is your true friend/partner,
he/she will not mind our 'badness'
There is one phrase,
"leopard can't change its spots"
This is definitely correct
Although changing for better might be good for others
but will it be good for ourselves??
Reflect...
28 October 2007
True Friends
wondering what true friends are for??
a) be there for you whenever you are down
b) always stand by you no matter what
c) share secrets together
d) gossip or chit-chat almost everything
e) give in to each other
f) won't mind you treat her/him good or bad
etc...
All these sound like a boyfriend
but not everyone can behaves like this
precisely, not even boyfriend or true friend
true friend/boyfriend/girlfriend doesn't alway stay together
obstacles down the road, pull apart the relationship/friendship
I realized that I do have this kind of friends
and also the opposite of this kind of friends
regardless which kind you are,
I won't mind, as I'm always the one that used to give in
friends who know me well, will know what I'm saying
Changing to a 'new' me
regardless of a better friend or girlfriend
is it worth it or not?? I don't know...
shall get the answer when it is time
wondering what true friends are for??
a) be there for you whenever you are down
b) always stand by you no matter what
c) share secrets together
d) gossip or chit-chat almost everything
e) give in to each other
f) won't mind you treat her/him good or bad
etc...
All these sound like a boyfriend
but not everyone can behaves like this
precisely, not even boyfriend or true friend
true friend/boyfriend/girlfriend doesn't alway stay together
obstacles down the road, pull apart the relationship/friendship
I realized that I do have this kind of friends
and also the opposite of this kind of friends
regardless which kind you are,
I won't mind, as I'm always the one that used to give in
friends who know me well, will know what I'm saying
Changing to a 'new' me
regardless of a better friend or girlfriend
is it worth it or not?? I don't know...
shall get the answer when it is time
BAKING
Bought baking ingredients,
spent me almost $30!!!
Friday night prepare the dough,
put into fridge
Saturday baked it
spent half a day (5-6 hrs)
baked for myself, friends, his family, clinic colleagues, sisters
his aunt say put in fridge,
outcome will be better,
but don't seem so
anyway still taste nice
the kitchen is so hot,
like in a sauna *faint*
but effort is worth it, i think...
mummy cooked dinner
nice and delicious
night time exercise
cause eat quite a lot
night rest and next morning (Sun) got work
tired, brought the cookies for colleagues
LH and Dr. Tong commented nice
lunch ate cup noodles
not baking brownies liao
need rest, but going to do exercise later
Since yesterday, did not receive his call
he went to field camp
no phone allow
miss him??? of course
hope he is doing well
with no injury or illness
5 more days to go...
Bought baking ingredients,
spent me almost $30!!!
Friday night prepare the dough,
put into fridge
Saturday baked it
spent half a day (5-6 hrs)
baked for myself, friends, his family, clinic colleagues, sisters
his aunt say put in fridge,
outcome will be better,
but don't seem so
anyway still taste nice
the kitchen is so hot,
like in a sauna *faint*
but effort is worth it, i think...
mummy cooked dinner
nice and delicious
night time exercise
cause eat quite a lot
night rest and next morning (Sun) got work
tired, brought the cookies for colleagues
LH and Dr. Tong commented nice
lunch ate cup noodles
not baking brownies liao
need rest, but going to do exercise later
Since yesterday, did not receive his call
he went to field camp
no phone allow
miss him??? of course
hope he is doing well
with no injury or illness
5 more days to go...
21 October 2007
SHOPPING
Yesterday (sat) he booked out,
went to his house to find him
waited for him to bathe and went out to Bugis
He drove there, a lot of vehicles, traffic jam
Diarrhoea, went to look and queue for toilet
Thursday at Tiong Bahru, saw 2 tops at Little Match Girl shop
but din tried due to time limit
Yesterday tried it out at Bugis outlet
1st: tube-liked, looked pregnant (out)
2nd: green, not bad but colour hard to match with bottom (out)
3rd: same as 2nd, colour easier to match (buy)
went to Bugis street and helped his mum buy bag
same as my brown sling-bag @ $18
bought 2 tee-shirts @ $20
after that went back to his house for dinner
rest awhile and he drove mi back home
Love you, Muacks!!!
keep delayed the time he wants to go home
cause next week he can't book out due to field camp
and want to spend more time with him
finally he went off at 10pm
I bathe and chat awhile with him in msn
rest at night
***********************************************************************************
Today (sun) worked in the morning (Tiong)
computer, printer, internet connections all got problems
do things slow
Dr. Tong rushing, asked LH to key in medicine
which means I'm slow... =(
next sun working alone ba
hope can manage...
lunch ate biscuits and tofu, super full
drop tears, got to wait for 2 weeks again
somemore, got 5 or 6 days he won't be calling me
due to field camp, no phone allow
haix...
That's all for now
Tata~
Yesterday (sat) he booked out,
went to his house to find him
waited for him to bathe and went out to Bugis
He drove there, a lot of vehicles, traffic jam
Diarrhoea, went to look and queue for toilet
Thursday at Tiong Bahru, saw 2 tops at Little Match Girl shop
but din tried due to time limit
Yesterday tried it out at Bugis outlet
1st: tube-liked, looked pregnant (out)
2nd: green, not bad but colour hard to match with bottom (out)
3rd: same as 2nd, colour easier to match (buy)
went to Bugis street and helped his mum buy bag
same as my brown sling-bag @ $18
bought 2 tee-shirts @ $20
after that went back to his house for dinner
rest awhile and he drove mi back home
Love you, Muacks!!!
keep delayed the time he wants to go home
cause next week he can't book out due to field camp
and want to spend more time with him
finally he went off at 10pm
I bathe and chat awhile with him in msn
rest at night
***********************************************************************************
Today (sun) worked in the morning (Tiong)
computer, printer, internet connections all got problems
do things slow
Dr. Tong rushing, asked LH to key in medicine
which means I'm slow... =(
next sun working alone ba
hope can manage...
lunch ate biscuits and tofu, super full
drop tears, got to wait for 2 weeks again
somemore, got 5 or 6 days he won't be calling me
due to field camp, no phone allow
haix...
That's all for now
Tata~
19 October 2007
WORK
commented by him,
why work until so hard?
one week works approx. 5 days
everyday after need to rush to work
2 main purposes:
- earn money
- live my life easier
trying to earn money to buy a new laptop myself
without using ANYONE's cash
after that, saving up money for driving lessons next year
same, i don't wish to use anyone's cash
work more days to live my life easier
in the sense that, won't think about him so much
alone at home really makes me think a lot and much
time passed slow without him by my side
used to argue or mood swing with him (last time)
now, control my mood, limited time with him every time
treasuring my time with him every minutes and seconds
2 years down to road is tough
but i believe i can do (will power)
Improving myself (external and internal)
to be a "perfect" girlfriend
[although there is nothing as a perfect girlfriend]
I'm want to be proud of
and do him proud too (^-^)
commented by him,
why work until so hard?
one week works approx. 5 days
everyday after need to rush to work
2 main purposes:
- earn money
- live my life easier
trying to earn money to buy a new laptop myself
without using ANYONE's cash
after that, saving up money for driving lessons next year
same, i don't wish to use anyone's cash
work more days to live my life easier
in the sense that, won't think about him so much
alone at home really makes me think a lot and much
time passed slow without him by my side
used to argue or mood swing with him (last time)
now, control my mood, limited time with him every time
treasuring my time with him every minutes and seconds
2 years down to road is tough
but i believe i can do (will power)
Improving myself (external and internal)
to be a "perfect" girlfriend
[although there is nothing as a perfect girlfriend]
I'm want to be proud of
and do him proud too (^-^)
14 October 2007
Budz came back frm Cambodia,
bought me a polo shirt and key chains
thkz alot and ps dat i din bought any for u frm genting...
UT started on last tue
tis coming wk got 3 UTs
hope i can do well...
Fri, dardar booked out le
met for dinner at Causeway
ate super full
wanna watch midnight show but both of us tired
so watch 9.50pm, Mr. Woodcock
nice and funni show thru out
aft show 11plus, went back hm for rest
mummy went to Malaysia till sun
so ask him come over to acc' mi for fri nite
Sat morning work
go for breakfast tgt
tired, sick...
afternoon meet to go Marina Square
shop for cap for him
but din target any
wanna buy Donuts but long queue so din buy
b4 went hm, went to Clementi for buy his fish stuff
den go to his hse le
ate dinner, heavy flu
his mum and him, both wan mi to rest early
he send mi hm and i rest ard 10pm
slight fever, heavy flu and abit sore throat
Today (sun) morning got work de
but dun feelin well so din go for work
feel so sorry to Lihoon... =/
woke up ard 10am
and bought breakfast cum' lunch to eat
health beta le
dar came visit mi awhile in the afternoon
nearly drop tears but din..
change hamster cage and slack at hm all dae
tml got UT, goin to go study le
dat all for nw
Tata~
bought me a polo shirt and key chains
thkz alot and ps dat i din bought any for u frm genting...
UT started on last tue
tis coming wk got 3 UTs
hope i can do well...
Fri, dardar booked out le
met for dinner at Causeway
ate super full
wanna watch midnight show but both of us tired
so watch 9.50pm, Mr. Woodcock
nice and funni show thru out
aft show 11plus, went back hm for rest
mummy went to Malaysia till sun
so ask him come over to acc' mi for fri nite
Sat morning work
go for breakfast tgt
tired, sick...
afternoon meet to go Marina Square
shop for cap for him
but din target any
wanna buy Donuts but long queue so din buy
b4 went hm, went to Clementi for buy his fish stuff
den go to his hse le
ate dinner, heavy flu
his mum and him, both wan mi to rest early
he send mi hm and i rest ard 10pm
slight fever, heavy flu and abit sore throat
Today (sun) morning got work de
but dun feelin well so din go for work
feel so sorry to Lihoon... =/
woke up ard 10am
and bought breakfast cum' lunch to eat
health beta le
dar came visit mi awhile in the afternoon
nearly drop tears but din..
change hamster cage and slack at hm all dae
tml got UT, goin to go study le
dat all for nw
Tata~
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